Normal

human psychology  amaze me. A person that i have met can simply change my mood? That person that i'm recently following is actually has this effect on me. well, to be honest, if i hadn't have feeling for that particular person i wouldn't have had an account in the first place. posts posted by that person make my day or ruin  it. keeping tracks of how many posts posted each day is killing me, sometimes i blame myself for doing so. why did i put my happiness in the hands of that person or any person for that matter? do we really need to love, to feel in love or to care or feel cared for? is it normal? or normal is when my heart belongs to me, my feelings , my emotions, everything i have the control over? as much as i love been attracted to that person, as much i hate my self for it. i need to go back to being normal.