trade

instead of hating your life; your self, by hiding and running away from people...let them hate theirs!
i've tried staying in the dark, avoiding a lot of drama and lifestyle, to lessen the problems...unfortunately, it didn't help.

i wanted to live lightly, not to affect peoples opinion and plans...it affected my own life, i became invisible.

i believed in freedom of thought and speech... i gave a lot of people the right to do that, but never me! whenever i wanted to talk to anyone, id rethink whatever i wanted to say...aware of hurting their feelings one way or the other!

i thought i was protecting people from everything...i realized i was protecting me.
i was suffocating me.

i think i will trade now with people.
i think i will try what they all have tried.
its the time where they will have to think of me...and not i of them!