I miss me

I miss me
I really do
I've had a lot of words buried, I cant take them out.
I want to scream, tear things, destroy anything or anyone in front of me.
I want them to feel hurt, just like I feel.
Having true feelings has made me vulnerable, fragile.
believing that anyone can easily be my friend has made me open to hurt.
As much as I want friends, as much as I pull away...run as fast as I could.
To you "M"